Bravery of letting go

I am touch for the initiated lovely invitation from coursemate to gather everyone of us in a big group! But really and honestly sorry, i had just lost the bravery to attend the uni gathering even there are memories among some of us. To me, the feel of missing will be all enough for me. At least, i can imagine the nicest scene i want to preview. It's time to slowly let go for the one I possibly wrongly hurt. I wont be given chance anymore for the apologise. Possibly, i am not that important to him! I knew he found his job and I am so happy for that. Great wishing him! The moment he grabbed his job is just meaning it's time for me to full-stop messaging. My further effort of sms and messaging will be only end up draining into sea. We are so much different type of world and our met was just the accidentally time knocking on. Momentary happiness which we accidentally met to stay and play happily together. Good luck to you! I clearly know that I am no longer belong to your list of asking fine. Nevermind, keep tracking on your future undertakings and truly be yourself. It's just the timing up for me to continue asking. Good luck my beloved master! Thanks for everything and have the very best one. I would still always remember u. May u & ur family be blessed.

P/S: Do not spread your angers in front of your colleagues! Spread it in front of your lovely beloved best friend or family. Blessed with the best one!