💜episodes💜: Beautiful sunrise made my day

This blog is supposed to be written down by 16.8.2011 yesterday. I would love to note down because it's simply meaningful to me. There is a result after so long of asking fine and wishing. Thank you very much. I was so happy, touching and grateful that i am not forgotten by him.

Waking up as usual in the morning to prepare for my daily working and 6minutes spent for facebook news feed are my daily habit. It was shocking me that the moment i chose to give up asking, master came out with the post which made me feel the guilty of hurt scolding him. I felt that he need cares. I know how much he loves freedoms but he needs cares more. He is simply cool on the facial expression but he is actually having a warm heart. Else, he won't be that patient dealing with me for almost 3 years staying under the same roof and riding me everywhere we went.

Hereby is the starting of my yesterday,
On my way to work, there was a beautiful sunrise presenting in front of me. A large roundish red sun rising up as if the day is welcoming something nice. And i believe there would be something good going to happen on me.

I listened to the news by AI FM, hilarious act when being fooled by ONE FM and the songs. Out of sudden, there is a soundly mumbling in my heart, that : " It's ain't an easy for a guy picking me up for almost everyday. Some more, we are nobody to each other. Isn't it he is kind enough? And, I pointed everything and scolded everything to him? How bad am I? Shall i asking fine to him? May be for the very very last time? And, for the sake of his kindness even possibly he had wrong? And remember, i am the one to seek his apology...?"

Sooner, I reached my office and asking for the bravery to pick up the phone and sms. For the very very very last time? And then, it looked like really no feedback anymore. And, i thought i have to prepare for giving up. My care might be draining into the boundless sea again. Disappointment sounded badly. Never mind, I focused so hard to get myself busy on works. I left my handphone in my "kangaroo" pocket...!

And then,....
5S housekeeping at 4pm, I was so busy facing the dust and heavy stuffs. I checked my phone for any incoming message. Shocking me, there was a reply! Ohhhhhh, is it real? "Thank you" replied by him? He was asking me fine? Is it he? after so long of being cool? God, he still treating me as friend! I told myself to be calm down. And, think properly what to reply back. And, actually i don't know what shall i say.

For the 2nd message, there was no more reply. Never mind, i was thankful to have the first step. I won't be so demanding to aspect so much if I have the initiative to keep further in touch. I've to learn pull and push the string so that others would not be tension when making friend with me. Yes, I had seriously learnt up. Thank you! I have to improve my mature level! As my ex roomate told me, everything has its mid point. Doing it in the moderate amount would seriously make me looks mature. Thank you, CP! I miss you so much even you don't know... hahaha, u had taught me so many things. Thanks for the shares. :)

Grateful that he and CP left a step backwards when I was slow progressive! You two built me the most! Love you both! Thank you! Can I further missing you???? heeeee....goodluck oh! Invisible huggies secretly sending to you all... Gambatte gozaimasu!

Too many songs for the day of 16.8.2011 to happen. Below is on Westlife