Blurry bored and keep dreaming

A cozy lazy zone and this situate me to have an empty brain and feeling bore. Google searching through, I am lingering around to find out some relevant articles on:-
● "An age 28 for females"
● "A contented divorcee after few months marriage"

And, I stare on the person I am married to. What's my feelings? I feel it's truly completely useless to proceed trying for rescues. I would have just wasted my efforts. And, the word "incompatible" floated from the article.

To me, incompatible is an excuse. But since, it was the word kept coming out of his mouth, I really need to deeply consider about it.

We had wasted a lot of time in arguments and no-tolerant resulting in the incompatible. Now, only time and opportunity could switch the hardcore situations.

I shall proceed having and enjoying my life apart with completely alone. Being alone is strictly lonely but making me fruitful thoughts in mind. It is timely enjoying by myself. Is it sounding weird? Anyone could have agreed to me?

I am not sure how eventually the things gonna be. But, I truly dreaming of having a complete loving family. May god blessing me and my dream.

I wanna have a baby baby boy with the boy acting cute and naughty. And, I will be screaming out:" oh my god, I am a mummy of a kid."

Hahahahahaha.. this is ridiculous.