Friendship or any relationship are always a fragile matter. It can be hot and tight at first and then be ended cool and loose. When everything is still in fresh, you find everything fine and attracting. When attractions come, explorations spell to make the force of attractions stronger. You find him/her there to share with you, grow with you, to secure you and happiness are always there to do. The differences or deviations that initially found ain't longer to split or distract when everything are in fresh mode. Problems wasn't a problem from a starting point as if it makes things exciting to explore and learn. Days by days when it comes to be a routine, everything changes again. It may be an interesting if we learnt and accepted from the differences. It may make the distance further if we stand strong on our point to move onwards. It's all the reality that either makes us move and change or static to probably lose up everything.
I was back from meeting up another two good friends of mine in NS. We shared again our progress and there's 3 different persons with 3 different stories updating. And the only unchange and remains is me. Their loves which I found sweet finally come to not working finally. I saw and see the changes. One want to break up; one was broken up and me eager to have one ending up having none. Funny scene when three of us sitting together and complained. What I want is simple enough to bring me and show me directions but give me some spatial freedoms. I feel the hardships of a girl being broken up. I think I won't simply say that as being together always bring lots of hard works. The harder is being single. A girl being single always pity of own for not being employed with her king of heart. A girl being single always make silly mistakes and end up setting down by own every time. A girl being single always feel lonely and tell to themselves being tough. A girl being single when seeing couples on the road, they make complaints and compares. A girl being single felt pity on themselves and end up being very tough even they are not. A girl being single would have to optimistically comfort themselves for being free. But a girl like me is no way of being independence. It spells eager when seeing the atmosphere. But feelings and how we grab from meetings are always the criterion. I would say I have no sense. hahaha. How bad and silly I sound to be, right? And, how nice if there is someone secretly liking me. Aih, I'm super emo now! Blank blank ceiling,silly me! What shall I do for my blurry wish?
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