Tuesday, 22 December 2020

2020的尾声

谢谢这年一路陪伴的长辈和朋友。

我也以为我可以顺利脱单,但似乎缘份要我慢慢来。

今年的生日,其实我并不孤单。

我有一班新朋友陪我唱生日歌,给我蛋糕。

尾牙的记录今年的活动如下:

1) Jan: Countdown Ampang Look out point, KL hop on off solo trip, Temple prayer & wish

2) Feb: CNY gathering, Ipoh

3) March, April, May: MCO grab, cook, watch movies, drawing, Papa strok & buy in herbalife in big consumption

4) Jun - July: Futsal, Jogging, Badminton

5) Aug: Sekinchan, Alor Star

6) Sep: N9, PD, Muar, Melaka, JB

7) Oct: Genting Highland

8) Nov - Dec: Negeri Sembilan stay & pray, Property study, My birthday cake & wish

谢谢朋友,chervyn, ron, kevin, darren, kenneth, chrisbee, sweeyee, venice, yen&hubby, rachel, phuikuan, berry&vincent, driver gang, kalipop & owen, li sung & lay sim, suk han&师姐 (Buddist & Tzu Chi), kalipop gor gor舅母 (Alor Star SGM), Mother Teresa (Property agent & christian)

包先生kenneth,好坏参半,但这就是社会现实在相亲的条件。谢谢他两个月的时间。哈哈😄,有趣而短暂。再来的相亲都会有个心底的比较,比较自己曾经的第一段感情。会选择踏入婚姻的,都是有一定优秀的地方。

结果,我又发了一场梦,这一次的梦里,只是很开心我们可以回到朋友的方式沟通。他的出现留下阴影,但我也很开心的说,他是过去了。

"Dream. It is about the ex hubby appear to my dream. He came in cheerful and say :" You want to buy a house? Come, i analyze with you. I got rebate in extra. And now my job is very good. I got commision earned for every month. I will whatsapp you the analysis." Then i say, but you have blocked me, how you want to whatsapp me? Then he say, everything is in my hand. I can contact you and observe you whether you be better or annoying. Then we both laugh together. I touched him and asked like previous dream. Are you real? And, i am very happy that we can chat like a friend. Happy... happy... happy... But it is a dream. 

Because i know if i am going to buy a house, he will be always supportive...if we are still a couple of husband and wife..."

是否,我需要治疗这部分?

不懂,但包先生的出现,和kalipop gor gor的出现,都会引发我发梦。

继续加油,直至遇见Mr. Right。

希望,包先生是好人啊。

明年的目标,重新出发。缘份不怕没有,不结婚也没关系,不生子也没关系 但尽力的寻找一个好伴就好。

加油加油加油↖(^ω^)↗